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Goodbye, and.. I'm sorry.

Sun Mar 9, 2008, 1:55 AM
  • Mood: Shame
  • Listening to: Plastic Tree, Vidoll, Tokio hotel, Kagrra
  • Reading: Honey Hunt, Air Gear, Nana
  • Eating: Barone chocolates
  • Drinking: tea
NOTE: This is not another attention seeking journal. ^^;; unfortunately, the time has come for me to leave.

My dear frens!! >///< i owe u guys SOOOO much for having given me so much encouragement while i was starting off, as well as when i was fighting to get into the course i luvvv(which i am in now).

but the ungrateful me, after portfolio submission, came to have a major artist block. :( this is bcos i drew so much i didn feel like drawing for some time. however, soon after, i became caught up in work and school, and couldn find the time to draw. sure, i drew, but i never painted anything digitally again.

n now, whenever i feel like submitting again, i feel like i've missed so much of DA. its like im no longer a part of the community. knowing how nice u guys r, no doubt, u will wecome me wit open arms. but its not the same anymore. having been 'dead' for 1 yr, everything has changed. some of the ppl i knew r no longer here, n some have risen beyond n further.

if i wan to come back, i cant come back as i am. i need the RESTART button. forgive me, my dear frens n supporters. n especially so to the ones i owe art to. but the time has come for me to leave. No doubt, i'll be back once more. for DA was the one that gave me both my skills n energy to get a headstart in the art industry. But this time, i wan to start off afresh, with a different name, n a style i've came to develop. since i wan to start afresh, i wan to start off without any contacts. so until i've settled down, i wont be contacting u guys. i dont wan ppl to watch me bcos they're my fren. Neither do i wan ppl to watch me bcos im frens wit popular artists.

but just wait. u'll hear from me soon enuf.
PS. I'LL BE BACK.

I WANNA DRAW SO BADLY!! =(

Tue Dec 4, 2007, 12:23 AM
  • Mood: Screwed
  • Listening to: Koike Teppei's new album
  • Watching: Witch Yoo Hee
OMG this is CRAZY!! my laptop isn't compatible with my tablet, n my pc isn't working either! GRRR!! i wanna drawwww raaawrrrr!!! :shakefist: DAMN!

i owe so many ppl art zomggg. >< nyuuuu~~ i really miss drawing. *sniff so i've finally made up my mind to send my laptop for a checkup asap. but that means i may not see my laptop for like.. a month. O______olll

sorry for being MIA. my hectic crazy ditZy school life finally ended but i only have ONE MONTH worth of holidays. raawr.. i will clear my updates slowly bit by bit..xD;;; this is going to be crazy haha 1000++ deviations to go tru. >__>;;

OH YA I MAY UPLOAD MY PHOTO SOON. I WORE A WALOLI. XD

once my laptop is fixed i'll start drawing..;_;
Art Status
Requests: i'll be opening 10 slots once im done wit the trades ZOMG
Trades: :iconkanda-cgroom::iconmiychi::iconmysticsaku::iconnarika-chu:
Collabs::iconnefis:
sorry my art status is basically DEAD now. ;o; dont worry, it will be revived someday


GO VISIT GO VISIT! :heart:
:iconai5u::iconazndude::iconhawtmeal::icon7th-vince::iconslothgirl::iconmopal::iconyinsey::iconderrasanc::iconrisuko::icondbneko::iconshireno::iconkanda-cgroom::iconnefis::iconmiychi::iconkokomilk15::iconxepher::iconmoorina::iconxephonia:

battery RECHARGED!!

Sat Jul 28, 2007, 10:32 PM
  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: High School Never Ends
  • Watching: Lucky Star, School Days, Lovely Complex
  • Eating: Chocky
FIGHTO!! OwO;;

GAAWR!! im finally getting a laptop. after tt i'll be able to draw n chat online as much as i wan. mwahahah. but i'll only be getting one abt 1 wk plus later. so..I'LL BE BACK SOON WIT MY ART!! >D watch out for it hohoho. but after i get my laptop, the first thing im gonna do is go see all of ur lufffly art fufu~ :heart:

i'll be going for freshman orientation camp nyaaa~ =P so i'll be MIA for a wk. im gonna miss joo guys! ></// but once im out of the camp, i'll be getting my laptop, then i can finally start drawing again! XD sry i haven't been checking my updates recently. im kinda busy wit school n cosfest n other stuff.

WAIT FOR MY COMEBACK :mwahaha:

KYUUUU~~~ luv ya! :blowkiss::hug::glomp:
Art Status
Requests: i'll be opening 10 slots once im done wit the trades ZOMG
Trades: :iconkanda-cgroom::iconmiychi::iconmysticsaku::iconnarika-chu:
Collabs::iconnefis:
sorry my art status is basically DEAD now. ;o; dont worry, it will be revived soon


GO VISIT GO VISIT! :heart:
:iconai5u::iconazndude::iconhawtmeal::icon7th-vince::iconslothgirl::iconmopal::iconyinsey::iconderrasanc::iconrisuko::icondbneko::iconshireno::iconkanda-cgroom::iconnefis::iconmiychi::iconkokomilk15::iconxepher::iconmoorina::iconxephonia:

I GOT INTO COLLEGE!!

Wed May 23, 2007, 4:27 AM
  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: Only You - Mi
  • Watching: Lucky Star, Lovely complex, Darker than Black
  • Playing: Granado Espada
FUFUFUFUFUFUFUFUFUFUFUFUFUFUFUFUFUFUFUFU!!!!

I GOT INTO COLLEGE! I GOT IN I GOT IN I GOT IN! :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:

I GOT INTO DIGITAL ANIMATION IN NTU ZOMGGGGGG!!!!!! yaaaay!!
which makes me one of the second intake into the college. xomg. n i thought all hope was gone. this means i'll get to draw for my LIFE! YAAAAAY!!! XDDD i'll be on DA for yrs now mwahahahah!! :mwahaha: thankyou so much NTU!!

n yesh, my photoshop works sometimes, n sometimes not. i'll try to fix it asap. i'll get those trades n collab done soon! ><

n to celebrate entering college this yr, i'll give out 10 requests as promised, once im done with the trades. ZOMG so many. OwO;; i'll open the requests soon, so keep checking my journal for more details. thanx guys!

MY HARD WORK OF SLOGGING FOR MY PORTFOLIO HAS PAID OFF, N I COULDN'T HAVE PULLED THROUGH THAT WITHOUT YOU GUYS. THANK YOU SOOOOOOOO MUCH!!! >D</// :glomp::hug::blowkiss:
Art Status
Requests: i'll be opening 10 slots once im done wit the trade ZOMG
Trades: :iconkanda-cgroom::iconmiychi::iconmysticsaku::iconnarika-chu:
Collabs::iconnefis:

GAMES
Granado Espada
GO VISIT GO VISIT! :heart:
:iconai5u::iconazndude::iconhawtmeal::icon7th-vince::iconslothgirl::iconmopal::iconyinsey::iconderrasanc::iconrisuko::icondbneko::iconshireno::iconkanda-cgroom::iconnefis::iconmiychi::iconkokomilk15::iconxepher::iconmoorina::iconxephonia:

i screwed up my test..>__>

Fri Apr 6, 2007, 9:16 PM
  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: God Knows...
  • Reading: no mood to read
  • Watching: no mood to watch
  • Playing: no mood to play
  • Eating: air
... i screwed up my faculty test. = = i was given 1 1/2 hrs to complete 3 qns, choosing 3 out of 5. but.. i didn know, n did all 5, at a crazy pace. as a result, i didn even have time to colour n draw properly. i screwed up even the easiest qn(ie. drawing a hand), cos i didn have time to shade it. plus the lines were all squiggly. there was a qn i could have scored too. but bcos i tot i was running out of time, i rushed tru it n left it unfinished.

im so dead..= = i wish i could just stand in the middle of the road n let some truck run me over. im such a moron!!!! O__________O my little confidence of entering college is now halved. ...

...
*dies*
hopefully my portfolio can make it tru.. i hate instructions. TT_TT

kiriban at 20 k! still long way to go. :P
ART STATUS
ummm wait till after 7 april then i'll see how things go. XD;;

GAMES
Granado Espada's closed beta has ended. Pls wait for pre-open beta in May, then lets play tgt! :)
LUVVVV :heart:


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